Why can’t I manifest?

In truth, to manifest, you need a large amount of energy of a special, high-frequency quality. Where and how do you harness this energy?

Why can’t I manifest? The simple answer is "Survival energy working in you to stop you from manifesting. "

What is survival energy?

It’s a type of energy that works in all systems of you: the body; the nervous system; physical cells; mental; emotional and even spiritual. When survival energy is working, you can not fully manifest.

Simply because you are already manifesting something that exists inside.

You are manifesting symptoms of survival energy, and they all have a common denominator, often experienced as a kind of stuckness or sameness, or patterns.

• I am in a toxic relationship.

• I have dysfunctional relationships with food, I overeat.

• I am unhappy and unvalued at work.

• I have problems with money.

• I am anxious and not even sure why.

• I am episodically or constantly depressed.

While you are running on survival energy, your ability to manifest a great relationship, a new car, a phenomenal job is hindered.

To overcome this, you need to know this energy and reclaim it to manifest. Otherwise, you are fragmented and not united. You are not a UNITY; only unity can truly manifest. I won’t go into details about how to become a unity, and how to claim and repurpose the survival energy in this post. It's a topic for another time.

today I offer you an analogy to understand relationships between the survival energy and manifesting.

Imagine yourself driving a car. You are your current age. You have life goals: buy a bigger house, get a better job, go on a holiday, travel around the world or create a phenomenal painting.

You are on a highway, that is straight and empty, and it’s all yours to use. You can go 200km an hour. At the end of the highway, you will arrive at your destination, your life goal- this perfect house of your dreams. In your mind you already see this house: a backyard full of trees nice modern kitchen, high ceilings, comfortable bedrooms, friends, and family gathered around the table sharing food and connection. It's a representation of everything everything you want and deserve .

You know you need this car to get there.

This car represents you, and the type of energy you hold.

So you are all geared up and push the gas. You start nicely, 40km, 50 km, 70km, oh oh, suddenly, at this speed something goes wrong, as the car slows down and goes not a freeze, or starts stopping and going, the engine revs, but nothing happens, and all you see is that you are not going 200 km.

You are bewildered, assuming mechanical problems that you missed, “ Did I put too much faith in this car?” Is it really good enough to get me there?”

You get out of the car, and you start worrying, get disappointed, and go through a rollercoaster of emotions. You are overwhelmed. You start doubting if you can even use this car to get you where you need to go. You look around and notice dark patches of forest on the side of the highway, becoming fearful of wild animals that might be lurking there." I am stuck" you think. There is no one here, and the car is the only hope I have to get to the end of the highway. I have no other means of transportation.

In this analogy, the car represents the system of you- the vehicle comprised of the system of your mind-body-spirit.

When you are stuck, it’s because of something within, the mechanics not working. They are not working because they have not been upgraded as they are hijacked by doing all outdated things for your survival. Your system doesn't have enough available energy to propel you to 200 km, the energy is stuck because it is busy ensuring your survival. For your system, it is not important to get you to your beautiful destination if it believes you are in danger. It is safer to go 40km an hour because we can get out, run away, we can keep looking out for danger. Survival needs will always take over.

When you get stuck, it’s time to look at and unpack some of the survival energies that I keep there or force you to slow down. Survival energy takes the form of blocks or adaptations that you created earlier in order to survive and keep yourself safe. - think of childhood, youth, or even past lives when you had to adapt to your social environment in order to survive.

Such adaptations show up as stuckness and sameness in your body, thoughts and emotions. It’s something that is familiar to you as you always had it; oftentimes it’s unconscious but, nevertheless, well-manifested in patterns in thoughts, emotions, body sensations, relationships with people, food, money, etc.

For you to start driving at your desired speed of 200km an hour, you need a dependable vehicle- yourself who is UNITY and who is aligned. The car gets you to the destination and you are the driver with faith in the car who lets it do its job because this is what it was built for. You are relaxed enough to be a responsible driver. There is no need for you to keep thinking about the parts, just trust this machine is equipped enough and capable enough to get you and give you an enjoyable and inspiring ride across this beautiful landscape.

In the end, when you let a dependable vehicle take you home, it feels natural and easy, just like what you do now, when you go for a drive to the beach.

You arrive at your dream home, the beautiful gardens you are with your animals and you’re completely at peace because you know can travel to places. Soon, you can travel at 500 km, 1000 kilometers an hour, and even at light speed. At some point might consider you might want to get yourself a hypersonic spaceship you want to go to outer space, other dimensions. You are confident enough in the mechanics and the tech of the spaceship to get you wherever you want to go.

In the next post, I will write about survival energy and how to work with it in order to reclaim the energy that is trapped and keeps working based on your outdated programming. Survival energy is very powerful, and it is more powerful to reconcile with it, through knowing it and validating the work it currently does for you.

So in essence, when people ask "where do I get the energy to manifest?", you have to look inside and get to know what is working in you now and how it is stuck and packed in density within.

This is the power within- Unpacking and reclaiming the energy and letting it do its work. Once reclaimed, the energy works for you in a new purposeful, and more conscious way, propelling you in your evolution at whatever speed you desire to travel.